The rough but soo sweet cousin of mine

To my dear blog readers,

I hope you enjoy looking at  these pics.

It's my cousin.

The name is Hifzan Haq

And I've forgotten the meaning

Enjoy!

 

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uwaaaaah.......Help Me!!!!!!!

So saad. That's what I said almost everyday. Why? Cuz my life is so miserable without the presence of friends that made my life so happy. I decided to not stop from my mengaji class but now the problem is that our ustazah had to go for courses. She still haven't get the right teaching license so she had to go for it every year for 6 weeks.

My life felt so empty. Even the first day of holiday, I felt like my mind was gonna blow out. I miss Choco-chan and Kiko-chi and Yaya-chan. I can't seem to open my facebook account. It says that they are somehow under something so I had to wait for so long. And I can't even sign up for windows live/hotmail. My life is in an incredible mess. I can't open my YM, facebook, site for mara. Everything seems to be on the opposite side of me. I mean, nothing is on my side. Jeyshini didn't even give me a call. She said she would call when she is home. Guess she forgotten my school uniform. If you wonder "why the heck would I need to care about a school uniform? It's the end of primary school already" and for your information I care coz I got loads of memories in that uniform.


Some kids owe me money and the total up is like RM6 - RM8. But then, hey, that is not something you should think of so much about. You'll get it back next year. The ones I should think about right now is how the fuck am I suppose to see my friends again. Yeah. That's a major problem right now. I miss Rachel too. I haven't sent her a message through Friendster for months. I miss my old life. My life with tons of friends not to mention bitches all around me and not to mention, me not doing mistakes while typing. Now, I keep on doing typing errors! Urgh. *sigh* But it's not like I could change my history. I mean I don't time travel. Nobody time travels. 


The best part in my life now is that I got 5A1 in UPSR. My aptitud marks was 4 and 4 and that's the full mark. But I got a cheap phone which cost just around RM 230. I told my dad I wanted a laptop but he said that is the present for PMR. He made me felt so frustrated and he won't buy me an IPhone coz he said it would be trouble if I break it or lose it. he also said that my brothers would be the ones laying their hands on the phone bcuz my parents are gonna send me to a boarding school but just nearby. I told them I wanna go far from my brothers but they said I could only go as far as Perak but then they said I should only go as far as Penang and Jitra. So what I said was really expected by them which is "whatever".


P.S. the new email add i was gonna sign up for in hotmail was akemi_kiko_choco_fwens@hotmail.com. I know it's long but I love it!
(Zatin knows who I meant, I think)

Sedihnya hidup.....takder kengkawan!

Sedihnya, dok kat umah, boring nak mampos!

 aku ni nak pegi jenjalan ngan fwens.

Mana laaa mama nak kasik

Knapa? Of course sebab mama terlalu protective!

Nak gi somewhere, ngan kengkawan laaaaa

kalu nak gi jenjalan kena tunggu raya haji

kitorang nak gi KL

pastu terperangkap kat umah berterusan laaaa

granny aku dari KL tuuh nak dtg dok kat umah

dahlaaa dok kat umah mcm penjara tu

dah pasti nanti kena berleter ngan wan aku tuuh

ayah kate terpaksa laa kitorang bersabar nak mampos

layan kerenah dia

sbb dia mmg camtu

kalu memarah pun bukannya boleh

huhuhu

fake,fake,fake

I just can't believe there are some jerks in this school yg beg dia hilang pastu tuduh orang tak tentu pasal. Beg sniri kalu tak jage, mesti laa hilang! Sape makan cili dia rasa laa pedas....... bila dah tuduh orang tuuuh, tak pasal2 dia kata zatin ada ckp kat dia kaye.

Kalu dah mmg kaye, nak buat camner, mesti blagak punye laaa. If you mmg dah kaya, orang kata dia kaya marah pulak. Kot laaa ada rasa malu kaa hapa. Bagi orang rasa menyampah ngan dia ade laa. and to someone named Sarah Lee Ann, you jgn perasan yg I ni nak kepochi sangat dengan You! You don't think I am that stupid coz I know she'll read your blog okay and don't perasan you tu genius sangat!

And, all this time I thought when I have always talk to you once, you said Meli is soooo GEDIK and you prefer not to be so close with her. Why was it soo fast that you've changed your mind? I mean, it's not like I wanna fight with you but once you were just like Zatin, saying yes to one thing which was not liking Meli. And I know you mmg tak prefer both of them too close to you cuz of their ways of talking and so on. And I know you don't like befrending me now b'cuz I am close with Zatin and you don't seem to like her.

It is your choice to befrending me or not but the fact is that now, I realised I was a jerk coz I trusted Meli for a friend even though it is just for a while. She makes me hate her for her attitude that what I know you used to hate a lot

About Me

what to say, it has been days since my last post. Since I still haven't introduced myself how

about some info about me? I hope you shall enjoy reading.

Name : Sabrina Binti Mohd Fadli

But I Prefer Calling Myself : Teenage Witch or The Complicated One

My SO CALLED Buddies : Melissa, Patmashini, Fathirah and so many more (I THINK)

My Friends : Sarah(The So Called EMO Gurl), Ilyani, Zaireen, and some other classmates.

My Best buddy : Duh! Zatin Najwa.

People That I Prefer To Avoid: Sandy, Suhashini and The Gang, Kids Not From My

Class.......

If Wild Animals Can Become Pets, What Would I Choose? : Feline Family Members, Chimpanzee, Eagle

If Pink Is Not Dangerous, What Pink Items Would I Choose? : ........., Pink Shall Always Be Dangerous to Me

Which Of Your Friends Admired Someone? : Fathirah, Asma, Some other kids too!

If You Wanna Know More About Me, Be My Friend! Then You Will Discover About My

Secret Life!

And To Fathirah, Sori Sebab Aku Dah Buat Hang Terlebih Popular Dalam Blog Aku

soooo lonely

I AM FEELING SO SAD RIGHT NOW AND SO LONELY. ALTHOUGH I HATE HER, WHEN SHE IS AROUND SHE MAKES ME FEEL LIKE I'M CROWDED WITH PEOPLE THAT CARES FOR ME WHEN I DON'T REALLY EXPECT IT. NOW, AESYA IS GOING ON A HOLIDAY AT DAMAI LAUT STARTING SUNDAY. THE "SHE" THAT I MEANT WAS NUR AINI. KIND OF ANNOYING BUT THAT IS THE ONE MISSING RIGHT NOW. THE FEELING TO TELL HER TO KEEP QUIET. HER DESPERATION IN SURFING THE INTERNET. TONIGHT I GOT TO GO AND SLEEP AT MY GRANDMA'S HOUSE. MY PARENTS ARE GOING TO PAHANG FOR A KENDURI OF SOME SORT. AND ALTHOUGH I COULD STILL CHAT WITH AESYA, THAT IS NOT WHAT I AM WAITING FOR ALL MY LIFE. I REALLY WANT AN ELDER SISTER OR MAYBE A YOUNGER SISTER, NOT SOME USELESS BROTHERS OF MINE. TO MY DEAR BLOG READERS, DON'T EVER SAY MY YOUNGER BROTHER IS CUTE. WHEN YOU DO, AND WE ARE BACK AT HOME, HE IS SOME HORROR. HE SHOUTS LIKE HE SEES A GHOST OR SUMTHIN IN FRONT OF HIM. I JUST HATE MY LIFE. IF I CAN'T GET A SISTER, I WOULD FEEL LIKE LIVING ALONE WITH MY MAID IS BETTER THAN EVERYTHING! I ASK MY DAD" WHY DON'T WE STAY IN KL NEAR OUR RELATIVES?" HE WOULD SAY "SO WHAT IF WE ARE NEAR WITH OUR RELATIVES? YOU DON'T EXACTLY NEED THEM, RIGHT? YOU HAVE YOUR BROTHERS. HAVE FUN PLAYING WITH THEM IF YOU ARE FEELING BORED, THEN." WELL, AS YOU CAN SEE MY LIFE IS DRIVING MYSELF NUTS! NOT LIKE THIS GIRL FROM MY SCHOOL WHO LIKES SAYING SHE HATES HER MOTHER FOR NO REASONS WHEN HER MOM IS SO DAMN AWESOME!

soooo lonely

sad,sad,sad. i feel so emo 2day!

I feel so unlucky. All I want was just to play a musical instrument. Since I was 6, I've been begging to my dad but I just know it's hopeless. To my dad, he would just say, "Nantilah lepas UPSR ke ayah tengok dulu," and now I still can't hold on to his words. He often promise but all I get are specs of dust. Then my dad said I could ask for a present for the trial and real UPSR test. And then my mom said just for the real test. I got so confused I feel like my brain was going to explode! Not just today but also the days that have past. I've always felt so emo and so agressive..... I know if I ask my dad about playing the piano, I'm so sure he is totally gonna say no. but come to think of it, now I'm lost in the music of the violin and flute. So now, I know I've got hope for it but still my mom would disagree. I know she would say no because what's in her head is that to say, "STUDY,STUDY,STUDY,STUDY!" Everything is just HOPELESS! Now I know it's just so hard to soften our parents' hearts cause they could hardly change!

crisis everywhere

to all my muslim friends and of course family members, SELAMAT MENYAMBUT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI. MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN. anyways, my crisis with sandy has not end yet. furthermore with K not aqround, im happy and releifed. all that ABBA thing has made me sick. i mean i love abba but why the heck she wanna be sooooo obsessed with it? LOL. and to her, have a Great trip to wherever. SNTD. and by the way, sarah, i know once you meet my cousin,A, you can know she is such a show off! but then that's quite impossible, though. she is the most miserable kid i have ever known. and guess what, she is 12 this year! and the worst part is, she is so overconfident she could get 5 A's. and she didn't even do well in her trial. such lame people. i just don't get her. she even said Gaiaonline is fantastic. even i know it's lame. what a gal. What I hate most is that, she has a PSP. Then everytime she comes to my house or grandma's house, she would show it to EVERYONE in the house. but the weird hing is that the PSP is not hers. Its her brothers. And she won't let anyone play but her brother does! such a fucking bitch. she is so shitting fresh. XD

ha........ such relaxation! NOT!!!!!!!

hye again. soooo long since the very moment of sacrifice. I meant by UPSR. I could have just squeezed so much of brain juice, now I've gone nutcase. And today the worst thing has made me feel like SANDY is not existing any longer. She just ask some bitch to play at the table where I'm sitting in school without my permission. And didn't say sorry! How rude is she? I just don't get her. She just wanna make people feel angry with her when she knows she had made tons of lies to me! Such a major bitch! maybe like brenda loo or melissa but at least they're nicer than that loser
Now all this anger is making me so unhappy, I just gotta shout out loud! My mom was so shock, she could've got a heart attack by then! hahaha. to zatin- please invite me to read ur blog and thanx!!!!

jeng jeng jeng

4 days 'till UPSR. I just cannot believe this is the day I decide to make this blog. I know I seem to be left behind in this situation. And I just cannot believe i didn't open my FRIENDSTER for ages. I just hope the girl named Sandy (not the real name) in my class doesn't find out i write a blog. She would boast and say"oh, blog. kami pun ade jugak. cume kami terpadam je. nanti lepas test kami nak buat balik." I think about 95% of the pupils in my class hates her. (Zatin knows) She pernah said yang she have an email. tapi i tak ingat what because it isn't important to memorize it. I hope my friend the "I Know, Right" gal read this. And I'm hoping she would laugh her head off. HaHa. what a B****. I could hardly believe in every word that Sandy says. I just hate her but then how am I suppose to tell her that I wanna be her (arch) enemy when she is sitting right beside me?!?!?! to my dear classmates, please i am beggin'. TELL ME WHAT TO DO!oh yeah, i don't wanna tell many people about this blog 'cause i don't even know the objective of this blog.......T_T