Wow, everybody kept accusing me on talking about him at all times. I just wish I kept talking about him. But look here, I have some things way more important than him, I gotta deal with first. Its not like he is my only world or something. Hey, listen up, I don't have time in talking about him. My first and last confession. And, hey, it's not like he is the only guy left in this world!!! I still have so many people to talk about and most importantly my best friend, Ilyani.
And look here, if I don't want to be one of that club members, it's not like I did something wrong, right?Then, why the heck my friends told me I HAVE to enter, whatever the cause is. And their purpose of doing so is because I'm braver in doing all the talking and that my brother knows most/all prefects in school, I could make up excuses in some situations. What else? They said, I'm closest to the trio, SenD, SenA and SenNau. WTF???
Then, I told them, "Hey, You have Sarah. She could help you in the talking right? And what is with I'm the closest to them? Doesn't bring any changes if I'm not around, still." And they said......
It's not fun without you. And there goes. My whole week surviving all the begging.....
Oh yeah, talk about school and stuff, I didn't go to school today. I'm having a way major stomach-ache here. Don't ask me why cause I don't even know why... Maybe I ate something I shouldn't have. And my bro said,SenNau wanna ask me about something / talk to me. I don't know why too. Now my life's getting weird......
I don't care ANYWAY!!!!! Its what you call life. Live. Love. and???? LOL!!!
Monday, April 12, 2010
Oh, my life is getting worse in its shape...
Monday, March 15, 2010
I would..... too!!!
I would miss him. He was the best joker around. Yet he had to leave us all, and move on with his life in that cursed island. If only I had one more chance to talk to him..... I would have enough time to order some delicious chocolates before he leaves. HAHA JUZ KIDDING. But seriously, why'd he had to leave without a goodbye?!?!?!(of course, not literally!) Course he was quite noisy, but everybody would forgive him cuz of his funny talks and jokes...
I would've paid more attention to reading manga this whole week but, hey, I've got tons of homeworks. but still, i can pay attention to blogging, right?
and i know it's weird but i think i fell for someone. I mean, I kept dreaming about some people but they're usually about my friends but now they are mostly about boys.......?
And the greatest part is that I kept waking up at the best times!! phew!!!! =__=''..... And so that's what I can tell about THAT.... >_<........
I would tell someone how much I hate them if I got enough guts, all right. Same goes too if you wanna tell someone how much you....well.... you know. but, i don't have 'em. I'm not like fajar, he always have the guts to make silly jokes just to get attention!!!!
i would love to kill every Nafa-dude's fans in my class. They are the most annoying beings as they kept asking me this very question "Hey, did you see him this moning? He's so handsome, so irresistible,so tall and perfect!!!!!! Eeeeekk!!!!!". And I have to listen to their crapping talks everyday!!!! And when they start there's never a full stop to it! Lemme die now!!!!
Thursday, February 25, 2010
I HATE HER, I HATE HER, I HATE HER!!!!!!
SHE THINKS ITS SO EASY TO FORGIVE HER. SHE THINKS SHE COULD JUST GET MY BURNING HEART COOLED DOWN WITH THIS ONE LITTLE WORD NAMED SORRY!!!!! HATE HER SO MUCH! WHY DID I FORGIVE THAT KIDDO!!! JUST ONE REASON IS THAT SHE IS BEGGING LIKE HELL AND THAT MAKES ME FEEL SO SICK OF FORGIVING. I FEEL LIKE I CAN'T TRUST HER ANYMORE.
APA?!?!? DIA INGAT DIA SAPA NAK BUAT CAMNI KAT AKU? AKU DAH TAK TAHAN LA NGAN PERANGAI DIA. KATA BENCI BUDAK NI TAPI IKUT JUGAK BUDAK TU. KATA ISYRAF DAH ADA GIRLFRIEND TAPI MEMBURU JUGAK. KATA DAH GIVE UP ON HER MONKEY LOVE DREAM AND WHAT DID I GET? JUST SOME SPECKS OF DUST AND HER LITTLE SWEET TALKING TO ME ALL THE WHILE.
AND AFTER THAT, THE WORST THING EVER HAPPEN TO ME ON LAST WEDNESDAY, I ALMOST HIT THAT NAFA-DUDE! AND HE IS WAY TALLER THAN ME!!!!! YOU SHOULD HAVE SEEN HIM STANDING WITH ME. HIS SHOULDERS ARE ABOVE MY HEAD. WHEN STANDING NEAR HIM, EVERYONE'S A DWARF. EVEN THE TEACHERS......
Monday, January 4, 2010
My class sucks, Ibrahim school sucks,Kids in ibrahim SUCKS
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
The rough but soo sweet cousin of mine
uwaaaaah.......Help Me!!!!!!!
So saad. That's what I said almost everyday. Why? Cuz my life is so miserable without the presence of friends that made my life so happy. I decided to not stop from my mengaji class but now the problem is that our ustazah had to go for courses. She still haven't get the right teaching license so she had to go for it every year for 6 weeks.
My life felt so empty. Even the first day of holiday, I felt like my mind was gonna blow out. I miss Choco-chan and Kiko-chi and Yaya-chan. I can't seem to open my facebook account. It says that they are somehow under something so I had to wait for so long. And I can't even sign up for windows live/hotmail. My life is in an incredible mess. I can't open my YM, facebook, site for mara. Everything seems to be on the opposite side of me. I mean, nothing is on my side. Jeyshini didn't even give me a call. She said she would call when she is home. Guess she forgotten my school uniform. If you wonder "why the heck would I need to care about a school uniform? It's the end of primary school already" and for your information I care coz I got loads of memories in that uniform.
Some kids owe me money and the total up is like RM6 - RM8. But then, hey, that is not something you should think of so much about. You'll get it back next year. The ones I should think about right now is how the fuck am I suppose to see my friends again. Yeah. That's a major problem right now. I miss Rachel too. I haven't sent her a message through Friendster for months. I miss my old life. My life with tons of friends not to mention bitches all around me and not to mention, me not doing mistakes while typing. Now, I keep on doing typing errors! Urgh. *sigh* But it's not like I could change my history. I mean I don't time travel. Nobody time travels.
The best part in my life now is that I got 5A1 in UPSR. My aptitud marks was 4 and 4 and that's the full mark. But I got a cheap phone which cost just around RM 230. I told my dad I wanted a laptop but he said that is the present for PMR. He made me felt so frustrated and he won't buy me an IPhone coz he said it would be trouble if I break it or lose it. he also said that my brothers would be the ones laying their hands on the phone bcuz my parents are gonna send me to a boarding school but just nearby. I told them I wanna go far from my brothers but they said I could only go as far as Perak but then they said I should only go as far as Penang and Jitra. So what I said was really expected by them which is "whatever".
P.S. the new email add i was gonna sign up for in hotmail was akemi_kiko_choco_fwens@hotmail.com. I know it's long but I love it!
(Zatin knows who I meant, I think)
