Wednesday, November 25, 2009
The rough but soo sweet cousin of mine
Posted by Yuki Cross in my memories at 9:00 PM 0 comments
uwaaaaah.......Help Me!!!!!!!
So saad. That's what I said almost everyday. Why? Cuz my life is so miserable without the presence of friends that made my life so happy. I decided to not stop from my mengaji class but now the problem is that our ustazah had to go for courses. She still haven't get the right teaching license so she had to go for it every year for 6 weeks.
My life felt so empty. Even the first day of holiday, I felt like my mind was gonna blow out. I miss Choco-chan and Kiko-chi and Yaya-chan. I can't seem to open my facebook account. It says that they are somehow under something so I had to wait for so long. And I can't even sign up for windows live/hotmail. My life is in an incredible mess. I can't open my YM, facebook, site for mara. Everything seems to be on the opposite side of me. I mean, nothing is on my side. Jeyshini didn't even give me a call. She said she would call when she is home. Guess she forgotten my school uniform. If you wonder "why the heck would I need to care about a school uniform? It's the end of primary school already" and for your information I care coz I got loads of memories in that uniform.
Some kids owe me money and the total up is like RM6 - RM8. But then, hey, that is not something you should think of so much about. You'll get it back next year. The ones I should think about right now is how the fuck am I suppose to see my friends again. Yeah. That's a major problem right now. I miss Rachel too. I haven't sent her a message through Friendster for months. I miss my old life. My life with tons of friends not to mention bitches all around me and not to mention, me not doing mistakes while typing. Now, I keep on doing typing errors! Urgh. *sigh* But it's not like I could change my history. I mean I don't time travel. Nobody time travels.
The best part in my life now is that I got 5A1 in UPSR. My aptitud marks was 4 and 4 and that's the full mark. But I got a cheap phone which cost just around RM 230. I told my dad I wanted a laptop but he said that is the present for PMR. He made me felt so frustrated and he won't buy me an IPhone coz he said it would be trouble if I break it or lose it. he also said that my brothers would be the ones laying their hands on the phone bcuz my parents are gonna send me to a boarding school but just nearby. I told them I wanna go far from my brothers but they said I could only go as far as Perak but then they said I should only go as far as Penang and Jitra. So what I said was really expected by them which is "whatever".
P.S. the new email add i was gonna sign up for in hotmail was akemi_kiko_choco_fwens@hotmail.com. I know it's long but I love it!
(Zatin knows who I meant, I think)
Posted by Yuki Cross in my memories at 7:12 PM 1 comments
Labels: boarding school, friends, frustrating, parents, sad
Sunday, November 22, 2009
Sedihnya hidup.....takder kengkawan!
Posted by Yuki Cross in my memories at 3:05 AM 0 comments




