Oh, my life is getting worse in its shape...

    Wow, everybody kept accusing me on talking about him at all times. I just wish I kept talking about him. But look here, I have some things way more important than him, I gotta deal with first. Its not like he is my only world or something. Hey, listen up, I don't have time in talking about him. My first and last confession. And, hey, it's not like he is the only guy left in this world!!! I still have so many people to talk about and most importantly my best friend, Ilyani.
    And look here, if I don't want to be one of that club members, it's not like I did something wrong, right?Then, why the heck my friends told me I HAVE to enter, whatever the cause is. And their purpose of doing so is because I'm braver in doing all the talking and that my brother knows most/all prefects in school, I could make up excuses in some situations. What else? They said, I'm closest to the trio, SenD, SenA and SenNau. WTF??? 
Then, I told them, "Hey, You have Sarah. She could help you in the talking right? And what is with I'm the closest to them? Doesn't bring any changes if I'm not around, still." And they said......
It's not fun without you. And there goes. My whole week surviving all the begging.....
     Oh yeah, talk about school and stuff, I didn't go to school today. I'm having a way major stomach-ache here. Don't ask me why cause I don't even know why... Maybe I ate something I shouldn't have. And my bro said,SenNau wanna ask me about something / talk to me. I don't know why too. Now my life's getting weird......
I don't care ANYWAY!!!!! Its what you call life. Live. Love. and???? LOL!!!

I would..... too!!!

       I would miss him. He was the best joker around. Yet he had to leave us all, and move on with his life in that cursed island. If only I had one more chance to talk to him..... I would have enough time to order some delicious chocolates before he leaves. HAHA JUZ KIDDING. But seriously, why'd he had to leave without a goodbye?!?!?!(of course, not literally!) Course he was quite noisy, but everybody would forgive him cuz of his funny talks and jokes...
      I would've paid more attention to reading manga this whole week but, hey, I've got tons of homeworks. but still, i can pay attention to blogging, right?
      and i know it's weird but i think i fell for someone. I mean, I kept dreaming about some people but they're usually about my friends but now they are mostly about boys.......?
       And the greatest  part is that I kept waking up at the best times!! phew!!!!  =__=''.....  And so that's what I can tell about THAT.... >_<........
       I would tell someone how much I hate them if I got enough guts, all right. Same goes too if you wanna tell someone how much you....well.... you know. but, i don't have 'em. I'm not like fajar, he always have the guts to make silly jokes just to get attention!!!!
       i would love to kill every Nafa-dude's fans in my class. They are the most annoying beings as they kept asking me this very question "Hey, did you see him this moning? He's so handsome, so irresistible,so tall and perfect!!!!!! Eeeeekk!!!!!". And I have to listen to their crapping talks everyday!!!! And when they start there's never a full stop to it! Lemme die now!!!!

I HATE HER, I HATE HER, I HATE HER!!!!!!

SHE THINKS ITS SO EASY TO FORGIVE HER. SHE THINKS SHE COULD JUST GET MY BURNING HEART COOLED DOWN WITH THIS ONE LITTLE WORD NAMED  SORRY!!!!! HATE HER SO MUCH! WHY DID I FORGIVE THAT KIDDO!!! JUST ONE REASON IS THAT SHE IS BEGGING LIKE HELL AND THAT MAKES ME FEEL SO SICK OF FORGIVING. I FEEL LIKE I CAN'T TRUST HER ANYMORE. 

     APA?!?!? DIA INGAT DIA SAPA NAK BUAT CAMNI KAT AKU? AKU DAH TAK TAHAN LA NGAN PERANGAI DIA. KATA BENCI BUDAK NI TAPI IKUT JUGAK BUDAK TU. KATA ISYRAF DAH ADA GIRLFRIEND TAPI MEMBURU JUGAK. KATA DAH GIVE UP ON HER MONKEY LOVE DREAM AND WHAT DID I GET? JUST SOME SPECKS OF DUST AND HER LITTLE SWEET TALKING TO ME ALL THE WHILE. 

     AND AFTER THAT, THE WORST THING EVER HAPPEN TO ME ON LAST WEDNESDAY, I ALMOST HIT THAT NAFA-DUDE! AND HE IS WAY TALLER THAN ME!!!!! YOU SHOULD HAVE SEEN HIM STANDING WITH ME. HIS SHOULDERS ARE ABOVE MY HEAD. WHEN STANDING NEAR HIM, EVERYONE'S A DWARF. EVEN THE TEACHERS......

My class sucks, Ibrahim school sucks,Kids in ibrahim SUCKS

I feel stupid in Ibrahim

Teachers use us to,

well make friends with other kids

 INCLUDING

BOYS!!!!!

Are they CRAZY Or what?

And is it just me

or the Sin Min kids 

are so damn anti-sosial

But they made me laugh 

when they actually made 

fun of  PRIYYA in the 

SCHOOL HALL

And everyone was looking at her 

and me

when she actually scolded some girl

just bcuz the girl behind her

accidentally kicked her chair

and I was like 

"cover your faces, convent girls"

of course, in my heart.

   

 My class is like

HELL!!!

I and Anna 

were just talking crap 

 or just stay quiet 

till teachers come in 

I could just die 

in class

the boys are like

baboons in the forest

HAHA

I would just stay in class 

kutuk budak-budak

lelaki

just between us

hehe

and especially about A.S.

(choco, you should know him)